(Source: puttingmannersonafeminist, via jessicabeth)
O eternal, infinite Good! O mad lover! And you have need of your creature? It seems so to me, for you act as if you could not live without her, in spite of the fact that you are Life itself, and everything has life from you and nothing can have life without you. Why then are you so mad? Because you have fallen in love with what you have made! You are pleased and delighted over her within yourself, as if you were drunk with desire for her salvation. She runs away from you and you go looking for her. She strays and you draw closer to her. You clothed yourself in our humanity, and nearer than that you could not have come.
- Mira: Did you know - and here is an interesting fact for you - that TODAY is the DAY WE BECAME FRIENDS!!! How good am I? I bet you are surprised that I remembered. Anyway, I'm going to give you a little bit of affection tonight when I call you - but don't get used to it hahaha!
- Me: Correction today is the day we became best friends! (we were technically friends on Jan 21st, 2011 - the day convention started and we were forced to share a room!) And what a ride it's been since then. :) And you only remembered because you put a reminder on your phone. :P But good effort. :P
- Mira: LOL! Well I thought I was doing pretty well by putting the date INTO my phone in the first place :D Haha!
- Me: You've made my day though. :)
- This is why I love her. She makes me laugh! What an incredible blessing this friendship has been. : )
We’re all walking around wounded. What a sad reality that is. There are so many people I wish I could fix. But to some extent I hope someone would be willing to take the time to fix me too.
Fiso, (aka Nardin), one of my beautiful friends made me this for my birthday! I only just realised she’d sent me a digital copy too! This girl is amazing! LOVE her to bits! :)
Virtues are connected with suffering. He who flees suffering is sure to be parted from virtue. If you desire virtue, give yourself up to every kind of suffering. For suffering engenders humility. Until we have attained true knowledge, we advance toward humility by means of trials. He who rests on his virtue without suffering has the door of pride open before him.
Saint Isaac the Syrian
How gracious is our God? Things were starting to boil over tonight, and I was beginning to get annoyed and considered leaving the situation and going for a drive, and right before I left, this is what I came across.
(Source: spiritualinspiration)
The Crucified Jesus
“In anguish, He turned to prayer to His Father in order to teach us that prayer is the weapon of the struggling believer, Who hears the requests of others and accepts their pleadings. Christ prayed fervently, and you, O believer, when you are in the midst of your tribulation, have courage and pray. He prayed in order to sustain those who pray. He “prayed that if it were possible, the hour might pass from Him.” (Mark 14:35)
He repeated His entreaty but SUBMITTED His will to God that we may learn how it is necessary to submit to Him in our own trials. Truly, the greatest knowledge is the knowledge of the will of God, the greatest valour is submission to it and the greatest vocation is its accomplishment.
Who is this who was being dragged through the streets as like a lowly beast and is being trampled like a helpless worm?? It is HE, at whose name “every knee should bow, of those in heaven, and of those on earth, and of those under the earth.” (Phil 2:10) It is a wonderous thing that the angels did not hasten to rescue their Lord from the hands of the unjust. How is it that zeal for the glory of their Creator did not move them to take revenge upon those who humiliated Him? But this was His will, and so the angels concealed their weapons in obedience to Him who was being despised by humanity.”
Wow! What a vivid image these words paint…how many times have we heard the story of salvation? And how many times have we taken it for granted? Do we really understand what occurred? When I read the last paragraph the image I have in my head is this: The Lord of lords, and King of kings, fully Divine, yet fully human, has been arrested, the ropes that bound His hands cut into His skin, He was beaten, His flesh torn, He was kicked, spat upon, humiliated-and as those in heaven looked on, there was uproar! How can this be! The angels, the 7 archangels, the principalities, the four incorporeal creatures, the dominions, the powers, the saints, they were moved, the zeal for their Creator did move them, and as they went to defend Him, God the Father stretched out His hands pushing and holding them back. And from the earth Christ looks up to heaven and seeing this, with all HUMILITY, He tells them to permit even this. Willingly and completely accepting of the will of the Father, He drank the “cup full of wrath, in order to bestow upon us the cup of salvation that quenches.”
What humility! And yet here I am, a mere human will be offended when someone wrongs me, and may even refuse forgiveness. Yet here stands our God accepting such humiliation for no reason at all but for our salvation. In reality not even an inclusive salvation, as in all of humanity, but on a more personal level, MY salvation.
“Where Jesus is concerned with the salvation of man, man is found to be INDIFFERENT. Beware, then, lest you are found to be one of those who grieved Him and caused Him great anguish. For, if you are found to be blameworthy, how then will you be able to lift your eyes to your Saviour and not wither in shame as you observe Him sorrowing for you? If you are so hard hearted that your Master’s sorrow does not distress you, then at least grieve for the sins that are the cause.”
Exerts from: The Crucified Jesus by Fr. Manasseh Youhanna
If this was everyone’s outlook on life, the world would be a better place. :)
Good Friday Sermon and Comtemplation
In the name of the Father, and the Son, and the Holy Spirit, the one God. Amen.
The Church continuously proclaims, and in particular on the Friday of the Crucifixion, its saying: Holy God, Holy Mighty, Holy the living, the immortal: O You who was crucified on our behalf, have mercy on us. So what then is the meaning of the death of Christ? It is without doubt that Christ had to assume our whole human nature, and that God united with a body, of a sane spirit – this is the spirit of humankind, which he gave up on the cross.
So, if the Gospel said about Jesus, in the hour of his death, that he gave up the spirit, what the spirit means here is not the divinity of Christ – God forbid! For the divinity does not part nor is it given up, because he fills the heavens and the earth. Also, the divine nature was united with the human nature, as a truly complete unity in essence, so it is impossible for the divine nature to part from the human nature for a single moment, nor for the twinkling of an eye.
However, the spirit that he gave up on the cross is the spirit of humankind, by which was the completeness of his human nature and his humanity. Therefore, the death of Christ means a temporary separation between two essences of his human nature: a separation between the human spirit and the body. As for the divinity, he remained united with each, the body and the spirit.
The evidence for this is that after Christ gave up the spirit, and his side was pierced with a spear to assure his death, there poured out blood and water – an occurrence that cannot happen to a dead person. Christ was dead by his human nature. But was alive by his divine nature, and the sign of his life is the blood and water, which came and poured out of his holy side after his death. And when the pagan centurion saw this, he cried out the Christian confession: “Truly this man was the Son of God!” (Mk. 15:39). And this is the reason why Saint John, who wrote his Gospel to prove the divinity of Christ, was fully concerned with the pouring out of the blood and water from the side of the Savior after his death for its theological significance. He commented by saying concerning this: “we know that his testimony is true” (Jn. 21:24).
The Apostle John assured the incident once more for its theological significance in his first letter, where he says: “This is he who came by water and blood, Jesus Christ, not with the water only but with the water and the blood” (1 Jn. 5:6). For this reason, the holy Church believes that the wine must be mixed with water during the Divine Liturgy, as a remembrance to what occurred at the cross for the believers. This is so that they do not forget that while they are offering the sacrifice of Thanksgiving in the sacrament of Thanksgiving, their Christ is alive and immortal, alive by his divine nature, even though he tasted death by his body.
The divine nature does not suffer materialistically or physically, but the suffering was imposed onto the divine nature, considering the nature of the complete union that exists between the divine nature and human nature. For what gave the suffering and death of Christ an eternal value for the propitiation of every human sin is the divine nature united to the human nature. If it was not for this union, then the one who was crucified for us was just a human being. The divine nature united to the human nature gave redemption all its significance, and gave the blood of Christ an eternal value, for the covering of the sins of all human beings.
Redemption was necessary for the salvation of the human being, who dared to be above God, his majesty, his awe, his holiness, and his nature that is without limits. Hence, his punishment was eternal death, and eternal prohibition of entering into the presence of God and his grace. For this reason, Adam’s sin could not be propitiated, except by a Savior who can endure an eternal punishment. God the Logos took our human nature, and on the cross he endured with his body the sentence of death, so he saved us from death by his death.
If he was not the Logos of God as such, then his blood would not have been sufficient to forgive even the sin of Adam alone; but he was the Logos of God, so the death that he accepted in his body has an eternal value to cover and forgive not only Adam’s sin, but the sins of all human beings who sinned in Adam, as well as the forgiveness of every sin committed by every person after Adam if they returned to God in true repentance.
Paul the Apostle described the Church as the Church of God, which was brought by his blood, and for this reason the holy inspiration attributed the blood of Christ onto God himself. Hence, it is impossible for the divine nature to part from the human nature on the cross, or else the divine plan of redemption and the salvation of humanity is interrupted.
How could a separation occur [between the divine and human natures] in the moment that the Logos of God came for its very purpose? Did not Christ say about himself: “for this purpose I have come to this hour” (Jn. 12:27)? Thus, when Christ said while he was on the cross, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” (Mk. 15:34), he expressed by his humanity the extreme suffering that he endured truly in his body, without the interference of the divine nature to relieve it. Christ, as human, allowed the suffering that he endured on the cross to be the suffering of the eternal death sentence, whole and complete. For when Christ died instead of man, man’s eternal sentence is removed, and he returns to Paradise, which he was banished from.
Yes, Adam and all his children returned - those who walked into Hades because Paradise was shut in front of the faces of all the children of Adam, until it was opened once again by Christ through his cross.
In the expression of man’s return to Paradise, and the manifestation of the way in front of him, after the deadly sorrow that remained in human beings for thousands of years; the Coptic people of Egypt saw that it was necessary to move the feast of “Sham-el-Nassim”, which was for them the feast of spring and nature, to follow the day of the feast of the Resurrection, in expression of the return of man to Paradise through the crucifixion of Christ and his resurrection.
This was the solution that God offered for the salvation of humankind! For on the cross, the righteous judgment of God came into contact with his mercy and his love; as he chose to empty himself, took the human likeness, and died instead of humans. “No one has greater love than this, to lay down one’s life for one’s friends” (Jn. 15:13).
Yes, on the cross mercy and righteousness came into contact, justice and peace interacted. Yes, on the cross mercy and righteousness came into contact, justice and peace interacted.
Hence, we are not ashamed of the cross, but we boast in the cross: “May I never boast of anything except the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world” (Gal. 6:14). In the cross is our boasting, because in it is our salvation; in the cross is our adoration, because he who was crucified on it is our Lord.
[Through it, Christ returned us to Paradise], so we do not accept any other means other than the cross. The cross is our crown, our joy, our weapon; we raise it over our head and hang it around our chest; draw it on our lower arms and carry it as a weapon in our hands to exorcise the demons and fire. It is the flag of our heavenly kingdom, for the church our mother is the kingdom of heaven on earth, Christ is our King, and the cross is the sign of our Savior.
This day, the Friday of the Crucifixion, we do not cry, but rejoice.
If we do cry, we cry for our sins that caused the Logos of God to accept the image of a curse for our sake, and to be hanged on the cross as one of the murderers: “Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me, but weep for yourselves and for your children” (Lk. 23:28). When we cover our churches with black fabrics, it is not because we are sorrowful or mourn for Christ, but to portray the image of the history of humanity, which, before the redemption, dwelt in darkness and the shadow of death. The darkness was exchanged by light, and sorrow was exchanged by joy.
For this reason, the Great Saturday was named “Bright Saturday” and “Joyous Saturday”, because the light of Christ shone upon the spirits who were abiding in Hades, in darkness and the shadow of death. Christ went to Hades after the cross, and preached salvation to them, and returned them to rest in the Paradise of Joy.
It is for this reason that the church chants the hymn of victory, and blesses the crucified Christ, who displayed with his weakness what is even greater than power. It is for this reason, again, that the great hymn is directed to him, which the angels praise in front of his heavenly throne as well, while he is in his glory, saying: “Yours is the power, the glory; yours is the blessing, and the majesty forever, O Emmanuel our God and our King!”
Furthermore, when we remember his burial in the tomb, on the twelfth hour of the Friday of the crucifixion, we praise him using the words of the Psalm: “Your throne O God is forever and ever…”
O brothers and sons, after the prayers of Friday of the crucifixion, you all stand together begging for God’s mercy for the whole world, offering four hundred metanoias, that is, one hundred prostrations in every direction – East, West, North and South – asking for God’s mercy on behalf of all people in every place. Christ, who redeemed us through his death, and bought us with his acceptable and valuable blood, we ask him to bless the lives of everyone, we ask him to have mercy on the sinners, to accept the repentance of the repentant and the requests of the confessors, and to give to all of us a place and inheritance along with all the saints.
To him belongs all worship, glory, and praise, always and forever. Amen.
The Late Bishop Gregorios.
This kills me. To have such a bond with someone, having their back and hoping they have yours too, then to realise you didn’t mean as much to them as they meant to you. It hurts. I’ve said it before, I believe that friendship is one of the most important things in the world. A faithful friend is the medicine of life, they make life sweeter. When I have a friend I invest so much in the friendship; time, trust, love, energy.
Trust is probably the biggest thing for me, and it sucked when I realised that my trust was trampled upon. I trusted that this person would not break me.
But essentially life goes on, we move forward, we walk away. Even when it hurts as much as it did. There were lessons learned, and I value everything I received from the friendship, but there was a great sadness in letting it go.
God is gracious though, He knew the value I place on my friendships and when He took one away, He freely gave me another…and I thank Him everyday for this current friend, she serves as a huge blessing in my life, and for once I don’t feel like I’m the one who is more invested, but rather it is a shared affection and care for the other.
I know it’s cliché, you know, when you’re asked that question:”if there was one thing you could change in the world, what would it be?”
And really in the grand scheme of things it may not be the most important, or one that will have some grand impact on the world. But a world without cancer sounds pretty good to me.
I remember bargaining with God a little while ago, and really that’s stupid, because I know God’s plan is always perfect. And there really is no reason to question why He continues to allow people to get sick, etc. But I remember I told Him I would gladly take on all the cancer in the world if it meant no one else would get it. Foolish I guess.
Allow me to set my heart’s ear to Your mouth.
Why should weeping comfort in time of grief?
Have You, although present everywhere, cast our misery away from You? Do You remain off to Yourself while we are tossed about in various trials? Yet, unless You heard our mourning, we should have no hope left.
You are that life behind souls, the Life that is source of lives, having life in Yourself.
You who change not are the life of my soul.
And You sent Your hand from above, and drew my soul out of that profound darkness.
Celebrating Mira’s Birthday! :)
I want nothing from the world, for the world has nothing to be
desired, but only temptations for beginners.
I want nothing of the world, for the world is too poor to give me!
If what I want was available in the world, the world would be heaven.
But it is still an earth as I see. There is NOTHING in it except
material things. In fact, I search for heavenly matters, for the
Spirit, for God.
I want nothing of the world, for I am not of the world.
I am not dust as they think, I am divine breath.
I was with God from eternity, and God placed me on earth. But I shall
leave it after a while and return to God. So I want nothing of this
earth!
I want nothing of the world, all I want is to get rid of it!
To be released from it, from the flesh and from the earth!
I want to return to God, as before, to be again a holy breath not
defiled by any worldly thing!
I want nothing of the world, I seek eternal and immortal things.
And the world has nothing that is immortal.
All that is in the world is passing away, even the world itself will
perish and come to nothing!
I do not seek perishable things.
I want nothing of the world, there is He whom I ask to give me.
He who is rich and powerful, in whom I have found satisfaction and
nothing is lacked.
He gives me before I ask Him, He gives me what is good and of benefit to me.
Since I have put myself in His hands, I need nothing of the world!
Exert from The Release of the Spirit-H.H. Pope Shenouda III